document.write('<ol class="tumblr_posts">\x0a    \x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_text_post">\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                <div class="tumblr_body">\x0a                    <p><b><a href="http://emosuitcase.tumblr.com/">emosuitcase</a> asked: Dahil ikaw ay isang promil kid at buwan ng pag-ibig ngayon, gusto ko lang sana tanungin kung paano ba magmahal si CJ de Silva? Ano ang pinakabaliw na ginawa mo para sa pag-ibig. Hehe kung sa tingin mo ay pagkapersonal ang aking katanungan, pwedeng dedmahin ito at peace tayo! ^_^ apir</b></p><p><p>Hi Abi!</p>\x0a<p>Seriously, gumanito ang mga mata ko nang nabasa ko ang tanong mo:</p>\x0a<p>O_o</p>\x0a<p>Paano ba ako magmahal? Hm. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung totoo ang isasagot ko, kasi maaring perception ko lang sa sarili ko ito at iba pala ako sa totoong buhay. (Kumbaga sa ad, iba ang labas ng execution ng isang idea. Hehe.) So, paano nga ba?</p>\x0a\x0a<p>Minsan, pinapakinggan ko ang album ni Sean Lennon na Friendly Fires, tapos na-stuck ako sa kantang &#8220;On Again, Off Again&#8221; at bigla na lang ako natulala at naluha. Yes, naluha. Hindi iyak. Konti lang eh. =p At narealize ko, nai-explain ni Sean Lennon ang concept ko ng isang relationship, or at least, kung paano sa tingin ko ako magiging isang girlfriend (in the future).</p>\x0a\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<i>&#8220;And just as the moon knows</i><br/><i>It cannot always glow through every evening</i><br/><i>Some days you will find me sleeping</i><br/><i>Cause I’m on again and off again</i><br/><i>I never told you I never will</i><br/><i>Cause I’m on again and off again&#8230;&#8221;</i>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a\x0a\x0a<p>Kapag narealize kong mahal ko ang isang tao, syempre, may certain affinity ako sa kanya. Operative term: certain. Yun ang clue ko sa sarili ko na seryoso na &#8212; kapag sinabi kong sigurado na ako. Kapag hindi na ako nagtanong. Anyways, kahit na may certain affinity ako, hindi ko ipapangakong consistent ako sa pagpaparamdam ng love. May mga araw na mafifeel mo na love kita, may mga araw na hindi kita mapapansin. Pero sa general sense, kapag mahal kita, kasama ka sa decision-making process ko. Iisipin ko rin ang ikasasaya&#8217;t ikalulungkot mo, ang future mo.</p>\x0a\x0a<p>Sabi nila, tough love mode ako. Honest ako sa &#8216;yo. Sasabihin ko kung sa tingin ko, di okay. Sasabihin ko sa &#8216;yo kung ano&#8217;ng sa tingin kong makakabuti sa iyo. Na paminsan, parang pakialamera. Nakuha ko yata yun sa mga magulang ko. Ganoon nila ako minamahal eh.</p>\x0a\x0a<p>Mahaba na ba? Basically ang currency ko sa love ay hindi time (dahil marami akong gustong gawin) kundi honesty and truth. ;-)</p>\x0a\x0a<p>Pinakabaliw kong ginawa for love? Sadly, parang wala pa. Siguro ika-count ko na baliw na maniwala na someday may makikilala akong tao na sigurado akong gusto ko.</p>\x0a\x0a<p>HABA NITO. Happy Valentines.</p></p>\x0a                </div>\x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxmc5aJBHy1qzmvqxo1_400.jpg" alt="imonlysleeping:\x0a\x0a(via fuckyeahbeatles)\x0anow I hate my bed -_-\x0a\x0aI want one!!! I wouldn&amp;#8217;t get out of bed if I had these sheets." class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p><a href="http://www.imonlysleeping.info/post/381544061">imonlysleeping</a>:</p>\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<p>(via <a href="http://fuckyeahbeatles.tumblr.com/">fuckyeahbeatles</a>)</p>\x0a<p>now I hate my bed -_-</p>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a<p>I want one!!! I wouldn&#8217;t get out of bed if I had these sheets.</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxkb92BX9m1qzp63zo1_400.jpg" alt="saabmagalona:\x0a\x0aOn the set of Saving Sally. Eo Marcos, Avid Liongoren (the director) and me.\x0aPhoto: April Fronda / Feb 3&nbsp;2010\x0a\x0aI remember following Avid Liongoren&amp;#8217;s blog when I was in high school just to read about his film Saving Sally. I was super amazed with this director&amp;#8217;s creations. Then he had to redo everything, I dunno why. But I&amp;#8217;m glad to know that Saab&amp;#8217;s now part of it. I just find it amusing me-highschool-saab-avid. Saab, you know what I mean. ;-)" class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p><a href="http://saabmagalona.tumblr.com/post/379564772/on-the-set-of-saving-sally-eo-marcos-avid">saabmagalona</a>:</p>\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<p>On the set of Saving Sally. Eo Marcos, Avid Liongoren (the director) and me.</p>\x0a<p>Photo: April Fronda / Feb 3 2010</p>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a<p>I remember following Avid Liongoren&#8217;s blog when I was in high school just to read about his film Saving Sally. I was super amazed with this director&#8217;s creations. Then he had to redo everything, I dunno why. But I&#8217;m glad to know that Saab&#8217;s now part of it. I just find it amusing me-highschool-saab-avid. Saab, you know what I mean. ;-)</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_audio_post">\x0a                <div class="tumblr_audio_player">\x0a                    <script type="text/javascript" language="javascript" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/javascript/tumblelog.js?15"></script><span id="audio_player_381075538">[<a href="http://www.adobe.com/shockwave/download/download.cgi?P1_Prod_Version=ShockwaveFlash" target="_blank">Flash 9</a> is required to listen to audio.]</span><script type="text/javascript">replaceIfFlash(9,"audio_player_381075538",\'<div class="audio_player"><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://cjdesilva.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/381075538/tumblr_kxlppttmaj1qa0ccj&color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"></embed></div>\')</script>\x0a                </div>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p><a href="http://zooeydeschanel.tumblr.com/post/380876154/secondhandjoy-gonna-get-along-without-you-now">zooeydeschanel</a>:</p>\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<p><a href="http://secondhandjoy.tumblr.com/post/380874928/gonna-get-along-without-you-now-she-him-live">secondhandjoy</a>:</p>\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<p><i>Gonna Get Along Without You Now</i> | <b>She &amp; Him </b>(Live at BBC6 Music)</p>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a<p>And this is for you.</p>\x0a<p><i>You told everybody that we were friends, </i></p>\x0a<p><i>But this is where our friendship ends. </i></p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxl42oDZt21qzanm2o1_400.jpg" alt="(via ellenpage)\x0aShe really is so adorable. :)" class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p>(via <a href="http://ellenpage.tumblr.com/">ellenpage</a>)</p>\x0a<p>She really is so adorable. :)</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxkn072jgE1qarh1bo1_400.jpg" alt="michdulce:\x0a\x0aUs-2 Evil-0 Our Weekends Dissolve Video Launch! Directed by @ramondeveyra&amp;#160;! Feb 11, Thurs, 9pm at Route 196!&nbsp;Woohoo!\x0a\x0aI am crossing my fingers. I hope I can go. =(" class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p><a href="http://michdulce.tumblr.com/post/379802430/us-2-evil-0-our-weekends-dissolve-video-launch">michdulce</a>:</p>\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<p>Us-2 Evil-0 Our Weekends Dissolve Video Launch! Directed by @ramondeveyra&#160;! Feb 11, Thurs, 9pm at Route 196! Woohoo!</p>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a<p>I am crossing my fingers. I hope I can go. =(</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxkbw5IIpu1qz9xemo1_400.jpg" alt="Please go to Revolver Production&amp;#8217;s upcoming gig!\x0a\x0aThanks Cris, again, for letting me design the poster." class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p>Please go to Revolver Production&#8217;s upcoming gig!</p>\x0a\x0a<p>Thanks Cris, again, for letting me design the poster.</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxjepxKrrE1qziyd9o1_400.png" alt="movieoftheday:\x0a\x0a&ldquo;There she was just a-walkin&rsquo; down the street, singin &lsquo;Do wah diddy diddy dum diddy do&rsquo;. Snappin&rsquo; her fingers and shufflin&rsquo; her feet, singin &lsquo;Do wah diddy diddy dum diddy do&rsquo;.&rdquo;\x0a\x0aMy Girl is like my fantasy life. Riding bikes with a great great friend (who actually lives near my house.)" class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p><a href="http://movieoftheday.tumblr.com/post/378570915/there-she-was-just-a-walkin-down-the-street">movieoftheday</a>:</p>\x0a<blockquote>\x0a<p>“There she was just a-walkin’ down the street, singin ‘Do wah diddy diddy dum diddy do’. Snappin’ her fingers and shufflin’ her feet, singin ‘Do wah diddy diddy dum diddy do’.”</p>\x0a</blockquote>\x0a<p>My Girl is like my fantasy life. Riding bikes with a great great friend (who actually lives near my house.)</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxjfmxm9sp1qz9xemo1_400.jpg" alt="My Blueberry Nights. 2007. Wong Kar Wai.\x0aThe best on screen kiss I&amp;#8217;ve ever seen in my entire life. I&amp;#8217;m not kidding." class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p><i>My Blueberry Nights. 2007. Wong Kar Wai.</i></p>\x0a<p>The best on screen kiss I&#8217;ve ever seen in my entire life. I&#8217;m not kidding.</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a            <li class="tumblr_post tumblr_photo_post">\x0a                <img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kxivdeA4G71qz9xemo1_400.png" alt="Game on na guys? :) For fun!\x0aReblog please!" class="tumblr_photo"/>\x0a                \x0a                \x0a                    <div class="tumblr_caption">\x0a                        <p>Game on na guys? :) For fun!</p>\x0a<p>Reblog please!</p>\x0a                    </div>\x0a                \x0a            </li>\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a\x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a        \x0a\x0a                        \x0a    \x0a</ol>');